But maybe Qwerty can leave some little evidence while he lives
And all be lying in rows they can't believe that it's happening
And Qwerty Finger replies "I don't know how to sleep knowing this"
I can't go down like the rest, Oh Qwerty take it away!
(if it's gonna happen to him)

~Qwerty Finger – Everything Everything

Feeling almost halfway decent so you get songs again.

Projects

I’m almost halfway done with RotTM’s sixth chapter, and I’m slowly trying to outline the seventh one. Also made a good bit of headway on CHS’s Finnish dub fancast and trying to make some sense of the Neopets story I’ve been working on for last, like, two decades now in hopes of finally making something of it.

How’ve you been, Tilde?

Was doing somewhat better for most of the week and got kicked in the proverbial nuts by bad OCD and minor life nonsense stacking until it became the straw that broke the camel’s back lol. Health-related OCD has been flaring up and I’ve spent the past several days paranoid that I will die of rabies, sepsis, or both for very stupid reasons, have to worry about an abscess in my tooth that is growing larger but won’t be able to be treated until the end of the month assuming my dental appointment doesn’t get botched again, feeling creatively burnt and struggling to get things done which has not been helping my ability to distract myself, and just… UGH.